Besides the fact that this first week of February 2020 is literally cold, my body feels another type of breeze. Did you even have those times that you were so sad everything just feels cold and breezy even if the weather is actually warm? Well, this experience is exactly like that but this one lasted for quite a while.
I realized that this sadness I feel is not just because of one reason— it’s composed of hundreds of unsaid thoughts about things that hurt and bother me. As said in Bronfenner’s theory, there are factors that affect the mind, process, person, context, time, and these factors make up a person’s identity, who they are now. Coming to think of it, my blockmates and I have shared the same experiences while we are in school since we are together for most of the time, however, there are factors outside that, such as our houses or even our rides on the way home, that may cause specific events that affects our perception on various things.
Due to my experiences in my own family, I have been less trusting to the people around me, no matter what relationship there is between us. :<
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